***You Are a Drama Queen (or King)***

And the oscar goes to... you!
You're all about overreacting and just plain acting.
You see the world as your stage, and give a great performance.

And while you're friends may find you entertaining at times...
Everyone's secretly hoping that you'll just chill a little.
(But they'd never tell you - they fear your wrath!)

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouadramaqueenquiz/

i got a new xanga. i will keep this one up, though. my new site is www.xanga.com/x0x_beauty_from_pain_x0x

becky

inside jokes, and general frustration

"I had Honeycomb's for breakfast!"

"People, please leave the trees alone!"

"Is he high?!"

AUGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so frustrated. (I am also wearing a black&white striped mini skirt over dark green Old Navy jeans, a black tee-shirt, and lots of eyeliner. and black nail polish that's actually permanent marker w/ clear nail polish over top.)

And i decided that GFC is a really not-for-me church. and i'm getting frustrated with it and the worship team and the ladies ministry team, and like a whooooollllle bunch of other people. and I felt like a total hypocrite tonight (*sigh* not again).

Other than that, my life doesn't stink. Except for the fact that i'm FRUSTRATED and UPSET at the WHOLE WORLD (what did it ever do to me?), my life is going good.

Dramatics

It's really such a shame

that I'm such a good actor.

Because if i wasn't,

Life would be less dramatic

shocking news that you might not want to hear

guys, i covet your prayers. i really do. please ignore that i just said covet, also. the whole depression thing is kind of uphill. try changing your entire life/lifestyle. rough stuff. its so so hard... and i don't pray as much as i should, which is probably why its not going so well. really, i would be thrilled if i knew someone is praying for me -- prayer changes things. it really does.

^^this is from kaities website. She's my best friend. (duh)^^

*big breath* Guys, i've been a totally hypocrite for about 1.5 years. I've put on this face that everythings ok when in reality, its not. I have been really depressed for about two years. I was suicidal. I cut my wrist.

I'm tired of that. I'm ready to change. But it's really hard. It's an uphill battle. And i need lots of prayer.

I'm not gonna allow comments on this entry, and i don't want you to comment me on my other entries, because this might be shocking to you, so please don't comment me and give me your respones for a few days. Just pray for me.

the other side of me.